| Location | Newcastle Under Lyme |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 8/2007 |
| Date of Death | 8/2007 |
| Visitors | 566 since 20/07/2008 |
| Creator |
Although we didnt get the chance,
to take your tiny hand
And lead you through the childhood which together we had planned
And though there really wasnt chance to show you all the love
Now sent to you abundantly
borne upwards by the dove
Remember darling that
Your tiny heart must know
That we will always treasure you
and your memory will grow...
We miss you so so much our wee man.....hope the angels are keeping you safe and well until we meet again
Mummy,Daddy,Callum and David x x x x x x
Our story...
I had an uneventful pregnancy and at 20wks i found out i was having another boy and to say i was shocked would be an understatement!! I felt that ill i thought i was having a girl!!!
But everything was running smoothly until at 25wks i was found to have polyhydramnios (excess amniotic fluid) I felt ok but was given a dose of steriods as it can start early labour which started to worry me a bit...Lochlan used to start kicking me at precisly 9pm every night without fail which made it difficult to sleep sometimes!! Anyway,one paticular night i had my friend and cousin layla here and he was going crazy...jumping around and such like..i tried sitting at the table in the kitchen but he was having none of it,you could see this little limb going crazy!! Then stillness...i should of known then something was seriously wrong but i thought he was tired after his little battle and was just sleeping..
The following day i went to meet my hubby from work and we were going up to the town centre to buy some bits and bobs for Lochlan and i mentioned that i hadnt felt him kick all day,but the midwife said because of this polyhydramnios that sometimes you didnt feel the baby kick as much,also,i was in the very late stages of my pregnancy and i know that there isnt much room for them to move around..
I said..'i feel ok and i'm sure he's just tired,plus his head is engaged now so he hasnt got much room,lets go and get something to eat and then i'll decide what to do when we get home'
Oh how i regret those words!!! I rang the ward when i got back and they told me to come up....they put me on a monitor and could only pick up a very faint heartbeat..i told them that since i found out i was pregnant with lochlan that i had a feeling i'd end up having a c section,we were chatting and laughing on our way to the scanning room..the Doctor asked us to be quiet....And then i knew.........There he was on the scan with his thumb in his mouth.......gone...............
To Lochlan..
I was so scared sweetheart,of you leaving us and what we would ever do without you.....David was looking forward to being a 'big bro' for the first time so so much and Callum being a 'big big bro' ....Me and Daddy were so excited that you were growing in my tummy...... and then you were gone....we were and still are so very very sad..sad that you arent here with us....sad that we will never share all of your first milestones with you...never see you walk or grow up into a mischevious toddler or sulky teenager..never see you on you first day at school....everything..
I cannot tell you just how much i miss you my darling,how much Daddy misses you or you big brothers...
One day i'll be able to finally hold you in my arms and never ever let you go again but i'll have to wait because your brothers and your new baby brother or sister need me sweetheart so promise you'll wait for mummy?
You have given us the strength to carry on,the strength to deal with what life throws at us..you have given us the true meaning of pain and the true meaning of love..You're our wee man forever in our hearts and minds..WE LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH x x x x x x x
Recipe for Christmas All Year Long
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Take a heap of child-like wonder
That opens up our eyes
To the unexpected gifts in life—
Each day a sweet surprise.
Mix in fond appreciation
For the people whom we know;
Like festive Christmas candles,
Each one has a special glow.
Add some giggles and some laughter,
A dash of Christmas food,
(Amazing how a piece of pie
Improves our attitude!)
Stir it all with human kindness;
Wrap it up in love and peace,
Decorate with optimism, and
Our joy will never cease.
If we use this healthy recipe,
We know we will remember
To be in the Christmas spirit,
Even when it's not December.
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As Christmas time approaches
We miss you more and more
Memories of past Yule times
We always will adore
We still hang the decorations
Put the lights upon the tree
We hang the cards upon the wall
This one's for you, you see
Even though you are not here
You're always in our hearts
So we remember you this Christmas
While we're temporarily apart.
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I've set your place at the table
Your presents wrapped under the tree
Christmas carols playing
But you're not here with me
It seems harder this time of year
I miss you so much more
The only thing that gets me through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much I care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
This Tribute Is For This Weekend A Little Longer Than Usual. Sorry It's So Early I've Got A Busy Weekend Ahead
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I will light my candles as usual on Sunday
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again.
Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.
But now we know you want us
To mourn for you no more.
To remember all the happy times,
Life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten,
We pledge to you today:
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you'll always stay.
A million times we've needed you,
A million times we've cried.
If love could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place
No one will ever fill.
It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
Part of us went with you
The day God took you home.
Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela (Christopher-John Rowe) Mum
I\'m Sorry
I am sorry for your loss I really am. Your little Lochlan is with all the other little ones now. I wish it were different for you all I really do.
Take care of yourself.
Beautiful angel Lochlan
Here is a teddy bear for you sweet angel as you can never have too many.
I hope you are playing happily with my daughter Livvy but try not to get up to too much mischief together.
send mummy and daddy lots of floaty kisses as i know they miss you so much.
with love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS
I was so sorry to read your sad story.I hope you gain strength from this site as I do and know that people do care and are here to support you.God bless,love Julie xxxxx
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